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Our Poetry
Feast of The Dragon (for kelso)
Not you again
You are back here pecking at me
Digging your talons into my skin
My arms flailing in attempt to throw you off
Running through the fields in no direction
You beat me with your horrid wings kneeling me on to the ground
In the distance they watch as we fade into the wheat
Searching for the first drop of blood
My heart pounding in fear
Grasping for survival
Peeling your scales
Tearing at your eyes
Mine will not open to see the flesh ripped from my arms
While you devour me they sigh
One by one they leave
Going back into the trees
As just a whimper escapes my throat
My fingers gently sliding off your neck
Melting into the darkness with the setting sun
Piper Marau
Break These Chains
A thousand apologies to cater to your needs
I've been wanting to break these chains that have a hold of me
Do you look inside me?
I've broken up these static words so clear
Now I can't be heard, my longing for a light to lead me on my way
Like dust from a fan the darkness scatters from my eyes
I'm blessed with a sight I was so long denied by you
For trust I've left you things that never were taken care of
As I turn to leave I hear you calling out to me to stay
You lost your chance, I've wasted too many years it seems to wait for you again
We may be on the same level now
As you can see I won't be taken for a fool
All promises made by you, taken with a grain of salt
Earth gone barren, you cannot grow here
No one can take your place as you never filled it yourself
Can you see inside me?
Hollow, my soul echos to shallow foot steps down my empty hallway
Searching and seeking a sign of life with sharp eyes following you
Your every move is watched as you sincerely apologize
Now take your forgiveness and leave!
BREAK THESE CHAINS!
Piper Marau/Kelso/Tisha
My Lovely Kelsey
Mr. Lollar
Her daddy doesn't know
She's over here getting lung cancer.
Her daddy doesn't know
When she buys suggestive underware.
Her daddy doesn't know
She's quiet because he refuses to listen.
Her daddy doesn't know
She wants to have a life.
Her daddy doesn't know
She wants him to listen.
Her daddy doesn't know
Sometimes he makes her cry.
Her daddy doesn't know
How long she cries when he does.
Her daddy doesn't know
The moment she starts to resent him.
Her daddy doesn't know
She won't be looking back.
Her daddy doesn't know
She gave someone her innocence.
Her daddy doesn't know
She's still just as innocent.
Her daddy will never know
The woman she came to be.
Her daddy will never know
Because he hates himself too much to pick up where he left her.
Her daddy doesn't know
Another child will never fix it.
Her daddy does know
That she won't always be around.
He just doesn't care.
Piper Marau
I'm Sorry
I'm so sorry I left you alone
The time I said I'd be there I abandoned
Now lower than the most detestable slime on the chain do I feel
Perhaps lower
I don't know why life moves on the way it does
If I could chose, I'd never leave you
My words just deepen the wound I know
What else do I have to offer you?
I drained myself in the escape trying desperately not to see your pain
Self conceit is a hard thing to break
Almost as hard as denial
Piper Marau
Unnamed Friend
Sweet and everlasting
She gazes through those gentle almond eyes
Too young to be taken
To soar with the angels
The beauty of a rose
She captivates her subjects
She exposes many emotions at once
But who can ever tell what she's thinking
She's a mystery as she is beautiful
I cry to think she should leave so soon
My best friend ****** I have no regrets
Just to have her for Valentine's Day
One last time before she dies
The gift I have for her
The joys of one thousand lives.
Piper marau
Pt 1
Rolling in dust
Feeling like rust
We're stuck in this place
Feeling this life is a waste
You yelled to get your points out
But they're stuck in the middle of the route
We have started this chain reaction
And we're goin through suffocation
The air is too thick to breathe
It is too dark to see
You've blinded us with your remedies
Can we fight this battle?
You gave the baby OUR rattle!
Now you have to give it back!
Back to the place it came
Factory of a thousand names
We've lost the battle to score
Points for the war
Wars lost in this suffocating game
To take our name by brands
We never claim
We are not lost
We don't need to be found
Leave us alone so we can be around
Now watch this chain reaction
The next verse has begun
And this war is about to be won
Meet your successors friend
This is the beginning to your end.
Kelso and Piper
Pt2 Revenge of the Dragon
So I lay you down across the tree
To be criticized by eyes that see
And as they rip and tear your soul
You are bound
I told you it was over
Did you believe me?
NO!
Now it's my turn
Revenge I shall reap
Your soul has taken form
And only I shall speak
And I hear the echos of your painful cries
Then you beg for them to stop
And just so that you know they will not cease
The torture they do increase
I told you it was over
Did you believe me?
NO!
Now it's my turn
Revenge I shall reap
Your soul has taken form
And only I shall speak
And when they are finished
From the chains they will release you
Then you will know what your torture does to us
It feels so good to know that you know how it feels!
So I smile and watch as the pain slowly kills
While I stand on your corpse I live
And the crows all surround near by
I laugh and raise my head and spread my wings to fly
"Revenge of the Dragon!"
I say on high
This is the beginning to your end
kelso/piper
The Eyes of Kelso
I've bled for you on stage a visual for my dedications
Through out my precipitations cast from doubt you collect
All those years aside
I will not hide
My love has been an echo in your hollow ears
May years be torn from your hands
I've proven my dedications
Now my allegations
Can I try to win you over in this darkened hallway?
Sneered at by your friends I walk alone
My friends but a distraction
You burned me out!
Darkness swarmed like angry bees with stinging blindness waiting for the light
You've left me lost to await your answer
Or will you answer?
What side are you on, do you think?
Are you free or what are you going to do with me?
Left to sort myself go away and leave me here
Away from this place all to wait for you
But if you ever come back I doubt I'll still be there.
kelso/piper
Stained
Around it goes, 'round a circle
Speaking venom words are heard
As it travels nobody knows
Who can tell what they say goes
Speak of hate untruths be told
Friends no more hearts grow cold
Who can mend this riff of pain?
Take your hate avenge your name
Once seen once heard alone to be no one to mind
Hear these cries instead of lies
All I want is my life back
Because I am lying on a rack
And nothing in my heart is intact
I'm getting dizzy from this merry-go-round
Oh shit where's the ground?
Put me into a sedation
To take away what has stained
I wanna forget my past
This pain kills me so fast
God I don't want it to last
What has stained.
Kelso/piper
Penguins
One by one the penguins steal my sanity
Sucking away the life that's in me
Holding on to this make believe
Hoping this boredom it will relieve
Green cat's eyes in a goblet of gold
The redness making me feel clever and bold
All the while knowing it was me I sold
For this life I try to fold
Securing it in the paw of life
Making me believe to get rid of the strife
Fairy tales telling of the breaking issues
I just wanna break away from the penguin's tissue!
They attack with passion and such force
All this screaming is making me hoarse
As this little penguin takes its course
I'm hanging here on a string
Let me be I need life!
Not this endless road of strife.
kelso/piper
Blanket of Life
Laces of black
This feeling I lack
Tears at my soul
For another day again
What happened?
Did I sin against some God I don't know exists?
Existence is a picture to sell in a frame
It's not yours and you didn't want it
But it comes with the purchase
I stare into the faces of these people I don't know
But they know something I don't
They know why but won't tell me
I've cried out through these laces of black
Of torment
Trying to find answers to my pain
And to escape the deception I face
But there is no escape
Just making myself tired yet again
I get tired a lot now
Lost energy trying to fight this battle I never signed up for
I think I'll go back to sleep now
My lucid dream is the only way out
To keep in touch with those few happy memories
That place I always feel safe in
My Blanket of Life.
Kelso/Piper
Pain
Sucked towards the middle
Lost in the color swirl you hit me with
Blowing up in my face
I stood and watched it fall into space
As chains of deception wrapped its way in my path
Trying to know you and Piper showing you her wrath
I felt so bad and yet
A glare was showing
You changed my life
And the way I look at guys
You're a dirty empty well
Is the conclusion to this hollow hell
Soon you'll be hearing the screams of the deception bell
But at the end of it all
I will just eventually fall
And stuck in a deep hall I'll stand
Stand and patiently waving my tired hand
To get your attention
And this be my prevention
Wrap my hands so I will not wave
Cover my eyes so I will not see
And my heart please save
But God don't stay!
kelso/piper
A Friend called Piper
Pleasure is awaiting for the right one to hear
Confusion of life is absorbing all the tears
Looking for a shelter in this hollow pain
The blood of your own flesh on cloth has stained
What has loved no longer gives
But the colorful things of dreams has taken over the strife
No longer cutting the bones with a knife
In the soul of Piper I found pleasure in living
Humorous dreams to my satisfaction always giving
To her I will try to always satisfy
Although it may be hard for others are taking over
I'll always be faithful to her ever more
When you leave, keep in touch, Piper
From you a letter would mean so much
On your journey through your path
Don't let others bring you down
They know you not and they wear devilish crowns
Be true to you and others you find
Always but not too much show them your mind
Let them see, Piper, for you are so real.
kelso