This is the place where you can find all my pathetic music and sorry attempts at song lyrics.
To Walk Away
Feel me, breathe me, touch my spirit
I laid it out so many times for you to feel it
I'm dying to be heard, but so twisted I've become in your pathetic life
I know you mean those wonderful things you say
But can you comprehend when I refuse to stay?
My soul aches and stretches
Bending, folding to decorate my love
I've been torn through out this continuing desecration
Justify my actions to tear away my guilt
I've cried with you, I've died for you
My heart no longer fights but gave up to satisfy you
My endless contributions seemed to have slipped past your tunnel vision
I've always seemed the selfish one
But only because you could never give
Nonsense you always spoke to me while I struggled to make you understand
Mother is always right I hear
But painfully so I learn the source of that saying's truth
Uprooted by your endless denial I finally say I will take no more!
Don't let me drown, just let me be!
It is bad right now as you can see
The future gets worse though you do not agree
Just listen to me for once and let my soul be free!
Piper Marau
Angel.
Can you see me as I watch you cry? See me as I watch you hide? Can you see that I am your Angel, Sent from the sky above, I am your Angel, And your rest from the drug, that you take as you lay your head down, The pillow fills with tears in your pain, But don't you see me watching you cry? Comforting you when you want to die? Know that I am your Angel, Sent for your every need, Your Angel when you cannot see the road ahead, As you walk down the path, Blinded by the past you stop in your tracks, Then I appear to you, For you now see me, I am your Angel, Looking into your eyes, Your Angel, So your soul never dies alone, Because I am your Angel, sent here to love you, I am your Angel, And I will never leave you, Because I am your Angel, And you are mine.
Piper Marau
Can you see me as I watch you cry? See me as I watch you hide? Can you see that I am your Angel, Sent from the sky above, I am your Angel, And your rest from the drug, that you take as you lay your head down, The pillow fills with tears in your pain, But don't you see me watching you cry? Comforting you when you want to die? Know that I am your Angel, Sent for your every need, Your Angel when you cannot see the road ahead, As you walk down the path, Blinded by the past you stop in your tracks, Then I appear to you, For you now see me, I am your Angel, Looking into your eyes, Your Angel, So your soul never dies alone, Because I am your Angel, sent here to love you, I am your Angel, And I will never leave you, Because I am your Angel, And you are mine.
Piper Marau
My Smiling Shoe
Down below I have a smiling shoe
It smiles at me whenever I am blue
Four years old, the smartest shoe I know
She has miles and miles of walking
Through the rain and snow
The blackest shine glows from the top
When I first saw her in the shoe shop
One day my shoe began to talk
She then told me to start to walk
"Down town!" she said with pep and glee
As she began to sing to me
The song she sang was my ode to Soma
As people yelled out "walk on rava!"
Then soon a building came to view
I could tell the point was new
A raver joint opens tonight
As kiddies across the world take flight
Then my shoe began to glow and shine
And techno music sounded for the very first time
This building brings the world together
Inviting all races of people as sister and brother
My shoe started laughing as I danced merrily
With the brothers and sisters of my family.
Piper Marau
*To the ravers and smiling shoes of the world*
Down below I have a smiling shoe
It smiles at me whenever I am blue
Four years old, the smartest shoe I know
She has miles and miles of walking
Through the rain and snow
The blackest shine glows from the top
When I first saw her in the shoe shop
One day my shoe began to talk
She then told me to start to walk
"Down town!" she said with pep and glee
As she began to sing to me
The song she sang was my ode to Soma
As people yelled out "walk on rava!"
Then soon a building came to view
I could tell the point was new
A raver joint opens tonight
As kiddies across the world take flight
Then my shoe began to glow and shine
And techno music sounded for the very first time
This building brings the world together
Inviting all races of people as sister and brother
My shoe started laughing as I danced merrily
With the brothers and sisters of my family.
Piper Marau
*To the ravers and smiling shoes of the world*
A song to SoMa
Pink florescent fluffy wine, floating in a sea of lime in a black cloud meant to shine. Can I see your glowing lip gloss shining brighter than the sun, your reflections on my wrists are making lots of fun. Tell me where the glitter goes if it sticks not to our souls, but none of that matters to me, cuz I like you like nobody knows!
Trippy kitties skipping happy skirts and bows a flow, skittles dancing, sprees are free, in cotton candy snow! The rainbow in your eyes I see is dancing raves and candy tea, the floating kartwheels on my shoes are smiling back at me, and I look up and see your face as life savors soar the sky. Soon I know that cuz you're here, sugar will never die!
Pixie stix and faerie dust make the circle I call trust, twirling 'round in ribbon colors rainbow, red, and blue I smile brightly and turn around as I skip to my lou, then I look down again to my smiling shoe. Your snappy beads impressed me, your beads and bracelets too, so then I thought, *oh what the who* I can wear them too! Your ponytails and piggie-etts, are glitter spray and new, your caramel eyes and strawberry hair and yummie smiles too! So the rave will live forever and the happiness too, the raver kitties, glitter skies, and pink florescent fluffy wine!
Piper Marau
Pink florescent fluffy wine, floating in a sea of lime in a black cloud meant to shine. Can I see your glowing lip gloss shining brighter than the sun, your reflections on my wrists are making lots of fun. Tell me where the glitter goes if it sticks not to our souls, but none of that matters to me, cuz I like you like nobody knows!
Trippy kitties skipping happy skirts and bows a flow, skittles dancing, sprees are free, in cotton candy snow! The rainbow in your eyes I see is dancing raves and candy tea, the floating kartwheels on my shoes are smiling back at me, and I look up and see your face as life savors soar the sky. Soon I know that cuz you're here, sugar will never die!
Pixie stix and faerie dust make the circle I call trust, twirling 'round in ribbon colors rainbow, red, and blue I smile brightly and turn around as I skip to my lou, then I look down again to my smiling shoe. Your snappy beads impressed me, your beads and bracelets too, so then I thought, *oh what the who* I can wear them too! Your ponytails and piggie-etts, are glitter spray and new, your caramel eyes and strawberry hair and yummie smiles too! So the rave will live forever and the happiness too, the raver kitties, glitter skies, and pink florescent fluffy wine!
Piper Marau
To Stay for Him
The pain is everlasting being torn from the one you love
Knowing if you stay you will be apart
You live in fear under the hands of the one you left
No protection or escape
Yet you stay for that one chance of love
So sweet like candy
All I want to do is stay for him
For him I risked my life
For him
For him
For him
His touch is the sweet poison in his ecstasy
Doing everything in the time it should be done
Not too strong like a coffee of the rest
But the tea that calms you down
But is it enough to stay for him and that chance of love
So sweet like candy
All I want to do is stay for him
For him I risked my life
For him
For him
For him
Piper Marau
In My World
Breathe soulless entirely the empty bodies in sea of mass
Dead to the world controlled by conformity
Given up the right, given up your life
Twist and turn no oil to burn in this mental abstract of our lives
Float free my saint
One light upon the busted stars
One sun to which we see
There is nothing left in my world but conformity
Controlled by conformity
Given up the right
Given up your life
Somebody save me
Once I knew a man of great things
Unconformed, an abyss of light and freedom
Now his light has dimmed to a glow as those around him conform to his fetishes and soon that glow will vanish
Now dying my saint
The dim light of undefined sanctity
Unconformed but unknowingly conforming those who see
There is nothing left in my world but conformity
Controlled by conformity
Given up the right
Given up your life
Now I see
Now I see
There is no one left to save me.
Piper Marau
Rain Storm
Rain is the tears of St Gabriel,
Who shines so bright like the morning sun,
For he loves us so that every day,
He sheds a tear over everyone,
His cries are the thunder that scares us so,
For he weeps and he mourns over each lost soul,
The lightening in the sky is for each saved heart,
That the angels know that they've done their part,
And the lightening and the rain and the thunder too,
Will cleanse our souls, we shall start a new,
And you put them all together and a tale you'll know,
In the end God has a gift,
A bright rainbow.
Piper Marau
Rain is the tears of St Gabriel,
Who shines so bright like the morning sun,
For he loves us so that every day,
He sheds a tear over everyone,
His cries are the thunder that scares us so,
For he weeps and he mourns over each lost soul,
The lightening in the sky is for each saved heart,
That the angels know that they've done their part,
And the lightening and the rain and the thunder too,
Will cleanse our souls, we shall start a new,
And you put them all together and a tale you'll know,
In the end God has a gift,
A bright rainbow.
Piper Marau